Closing the door on the past
I know I need to close the door to my past but it's so hard to do . So many triggers pop up to bring it flooding back. It ruled and shaped many decades of my life. My past stole so much from me. It's still stealing from me. I'm trying to let it go so I can move forward but it's difficult. My scars are many and deep .
I have an injury that repeatedly reminds me daily with the pain it causes me. I don't want to medicate anymore but it's tempting to dull my pain/ emotional and physical. Some days my pain is unbearable. I can't call anyone for support so I write here.
ABB 💜
@amiableBlackberry92
You have experienced difficult things, and they come back to you all on their own. I can understand why you might be tempted to dull, but it sounds like you know what is right for yourself, and that is a brave thing to acknowledge
Stay safe, lovely ❤️
Sigh I know what it feels like but listen You got this ❤️I believe in you, you're stronger than you think you are.
I'm a rape victim and it's killing me because I can not talk. My parents aren't supportive, I can not talk to them about needing help to do my homework. It's that bad. It's eating me alive, I relive my past everyday and I really really wanna move on from it too. I'm tired of crying I just want the pain to stop😔💔