Helplessness related to my problems
Warning : this post might trigger you, so read this post carefully.
Hello everyone I'm Sai and I'm 23 years of age . I'm from South India. 11 years ago when I was studying 7 th standard i was severely bullied and sexually harassed by my friends by touching my private parts and pressing my chest . While I was changing my clothes one of my classmates came to my room and hugging inappropriately by biting my chest and forcing me to kiss on his lips . I was unable to tell to anyone including because they wouldn't believe what I was saying also I've felt that if I say to anyone related to this issue then they would take an advantage of me and bully me badly .
to add salt in the wounds, I have developed an habit of masturbation after 3 years of that incident in order to get relief from the anxiety that caused because of the trauma. Initially I've felt relieved but later on I've came to observed that its really weakening my body .
Because of all these things I've became vulnerable and I'm really lost interest in things that i used to do. Also I've unable to ask help from anyone . But I really want to get out of this condition.
@generousdick1999 🙁 I'm sorry that happened to you😥 it breaks my heart to hear things like this😥 I think what your doing is a normal way of coping but not a healthy way. I'm glad you are finally opening up about this, that's a huge step forward💖 gives you a safe hug 💗 I hope one-day you will be able to report all this 💖
@Tinywhisper11
Would you suggest any methods for self harm to ease my pain ?
I'm sorry you went through the sexual harassment, and you are still feeling anxious about all your experiences. It must be overwhelming for you. Thank you for speaking out about your situation.
