I have to Understand!!

Being a girl,

I have no idea how or why but i had this impression, a feeling, a isolation of a bad person. That i was bad because of my sexual desires, i have to be said how to be, how to dress, how to act around my opposite sex.

I don't know, i felt like a sexual monster, someone who devours anyone for sexual satisfaction, someone who can hurt people by my sexual desire.

All because i am a girl.

Well i know who i got these feelings from(but not going to mention it). whether i listened and behaved how they wanted, i still went through harassment.

Just that i don't understand how i should be, what i should be, whent they will stop correcting me even for the simplest thing.

Looking at me like a sexual object, and all i do is nothing.

I don't know why i am that bad.