Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav

Inception.

User Profile: emotionalCake7336
emotionalCake7336 April 6th, 2021

TW. A nightmare in a nightmare. I can’t wake up. I’m already awake I close my eyes and it’s still the same. I can’t get away. I want it gone. Out of my head. Out if my mind. I need it gone. But it won’t leave. I want it out. I want a lobotomy. I want to forget. It makes me sick. I can’t not think about it. Driving me crazy in a world of people who know nothing.

2
User Profile: amiableBlackberry92
amiableBlackberry92 April 6th, 2021

Dear cake, it's ok I know that emotional rollercoaster your on right now. I've been there often. I just try to ride it out , I know nothing works when your in the dark pit of pain without a ladder . I wrote it out, journaled about it. Then I re read it later after the fog lifts a bit. Shared it with my therapist. It helped some. You are not alone💜 ABB

User Profile: Kimmkimm
Kimmkimm April 6th, 2021

@emotionalCake7336

I feel the same. It's too tiring to keep going. I must repeat to myself to give one more step. Baby steps, one after another, slowly and safely. The darkness is closing around me. Hope is going away.