It hard to open up😖
it was my stepdad and my step godbrothers they told it was a game and they did this more than 10 months and sometimes they would drugged me or I will do self harm or take pills . I didn’t understand it I was olny 7 it hard to understand and open up about it 7 years later
@unicornniy08
I admire that you are sharing this here and I really respect that you are taking the steps to heal. Sharing things like this are never easy, but being able to open here is a great start. Don't doubt yourself, you will continue to move forward at the pace that is right for you.
Sending you lots of love and hope for healing and peace❤️
My cousin also did this with me, told me it was a game but that we couldn't tell anyone about it. He made it sound like a special game for us and kind of made it clear that there would be some sort of consequence for us being found out. I think it finally stopped when i was 16 when we did drugs together and very vuolently tried again. I think I pushed it all down for almost a decade.
I'm really sorry you're going through this. Just try to remember it's not your fault and that they are the monsters that took advantage of a child.
