Massive TW
Okay so I'm dating this guy and he wants to start a family with me with biological kids and all that but I'm not sure if I could handle getting pregnant.
When I was 14 or 15 I got pregnant after a guy who I was dating at the time forced me to have sex with him, and when I told him he started beating me until I lost consciousness and my baby.
I want to start a family with my love but that night still haunts me every time I think about having children and he doesnt know anything about that night because I'm to scared to tell him, not because I think he would be mad but because I'm ashamed I didn't leave my ex sooner.
@LiamBean16
Shame is a terrible burden.
If you can, tell him in a letter. Or show him this thread. Don't sacrifice your future because of some disgusting waste of space you were unfortunate enough to fall for in the past.