Rape
I was raped when I was 16 and I was at a party. I was really drunk and I was at my friends apartment and this man was there he was 23 at the time. And he held me at gun point and said if I scream I will get shot. Then old friend just sat there and watched it happened. I felt so hopeless and I feel like it’s my fault and I still have trouble leaving my house
@kateeeee12 hello kate. i am so sorry to hear what happened you, i cant even imagine how that must be for you *hugs*. i just want you to know that even though you feel like it is, it is not your fault in any way. it must be so difficult to deal with that, and im so saddened to hear that your friend did nothing to help you. i know my words probably cant help you much, but i really want you to know that it is not your fault at all and you are supported on here. i myself have experienced assault, and it took me a while to realize it wasnt my fault and i know you´ll realize that one day too - deep down you already know it isnt your fault 
i really hope you have a support system in your life, and if not, were here to support you on your recovery.
wishing you the best