Repetitive
Hi I'm Justin, I'm 16, 17 in may. The sexual abuse never stopped it started when I was 4 my mom brought men home and she said they could rape and molest me whenever so she could get meth. When I was 8 my dad raped me, he did it every week for two years. In 8th grade a guy I liked touched me when I said no. I've been called a whore every time I told the story and honestly none of this has stopped and it never will.
@conscientiousBirch6687
Hi Justin, thanks for reaching out! That sounds like quite the experience to go through!
If this is something that is still going on, I encourage you to find someone of authority for assistance!
@ErikB thank you
I agree that an authority should be called upon. It may be intimidating, but you're very strong and I have faith that you can survive it.
@FishB thank you
I'm really glad that you were able to reach out here and identify these experiences, Justin. I know even speaking about it is rough, especially if you have never been given a supportive reception. What I can say is that none of these experiences make you a whore, although the negative connotation to the word is really quite irrelevant anyhow; it also involves a voluntary aspect of which rape decidedly does not have. It certainly sounds like you are suffering with these memories and perhaps even ongoing abuse, and I'm very sorry to hear that. I just want you to know that you have a safe place to reach out here. No one here is going to judge you, or cast you away. Just keep talking, keep writing, even if that's all you can do. We are here. We hear you.
@sharkradio thank you so much