Scared to return home - any advice?
I'm graduating college in just over a month. Since my job offer fell through it looks like I will be moving back in with my parents until I find a job.
I totally understand your fear. My assault was different but we went to the same high school and not many people know about it. I love seeing my family but I hate going back during breaks (I'm also a senior in college, congrats on graduating!). I also understand how it feels to have people you're supposed to trust tell you or make you feel like you're the bad guy. The assistant district attorney for my case (I semi pursued it) kept going on about how HE wanted to move on and that he was doing great and was getting a degree in nursing. I didn't tell her anything, just nodded my head but that was a personal jab at me. Regardless of where you end up, I know you'll make it! Don't feel trapped. If you feel like you absolutely can't go back then don't. Stay in the city you're in or move somewhere else. Find a cheap apt and a temporary job while you figure out your life. You're not held down! I know I won't be no matter what. :) I believe in you.