The Co Worker

A couple years ago I got involved with co worker. The very first day we hung out we went swimming at a pond, I was in a bikini , He kept talking to me very Sexually and it ended with him reaching his hand into my swim suit top. I was young, I didn’t know what to do about it so I laughed it off. I didn’t realize how messed up it was. I continued hanging out with him, He was always drunk and always trying to get in my pants. One night He was so drunk he was degrading me and calling me names and then forced himself on me, I left at 2 am sobbing my eyes out the whole way home. I was screaming. He called me the next day and I gave in, I wanted to convince myself he wasn’t a monster so I kept going back and the same pattern continued for a year. Then I found he was cheating on me, I talked to the girl we actually became friends , She was going through the same things. I tried telling her we need to report him. She blocked me and now they are engaged.