The most aggravating thing..
..I saw my dad today, he lives in the same town.. he is my abuser. He is very very disconnected from me, always has been (I see why, shame, maybe? he can never look me in the eyes).. and it just throws me. My brain immediately jumps in with.. people totally won't believe me because he isn't "touchy-feely" with me.. but he himself, has admitted to at least one thing he used to do while I slept (before I left for school and he left for work...gross). I genuinely feel like if I were to come forward, in ANY way, he would want me dead (like he wanted me to when I was 3, when it started). I feel so defeated today. I hate him
Dear intergalactic, just remember your a survivor, your here, and you have your whole life ahead of you. Keep going forward your doing great. There will be a day when your dreams of a great life will come together. You are a good person!! ABB
Thank you so much ♡ your words are always appreciated
I agree on the words of the comment before me. Remember you are a good person and there's nothing wrong with you and your emotions that have arisen from this encounter. Stay true to yourself and what your soul is telling you to do.
Thank you ♡