Tw: inappropriate touching
I know this isn’t as serious but I think it still affected me in some way. A few years ago my moms boyfriends son who was sixteen touched me a little when I was 12. I didn’t know what to feel I was just kinda confused, I wasn’t horrified or scared. Now I’m older and I have weird dreams and fantasies about this guy. It’s like if I saw him now I’d want to run into his arms. Am i messed up or something idk what to feel but I’m confused and worried for myself.
You don't have to belittle what you went through or compare your pain, it is serious but you can heal ❤️ I think if you trust someone like your mom or a friend you should tell them what happened those years ago and how you feel now or even contact the police, especially as he might do this again, do you still know the son? Also I've heard of something like getting attached to people that hurt you so maybe if you research how you're feeling you may be able to find how to cope/get rid of it, but it's better not to go through this alone I think. @lavenderIdea4140
Thank you so much. I really really appreciate what you have to say. It makes me feel less alone with this issue. Thank you again <3
I'm so glad! I hope everything gets better 👍