Unable to forgive and move on
Earlier this year, I was sexually assaulted by two football players that I go to school with currently. Everyday, I continuously beat myself up about it because it was my fault it happened. I left school campus with them thinking we were just going to chill until 3:00. I've never felt so stupid and depressed in my life. Both boys took a video of the assault and they use it against me. High school is hell for me. Sometimes I wish I wasn't living so I wouldn't have to live with the pain for the remainder of my life.
Im not sure you would like to discuss this openly, may i ask if we could set up a time to talk :c?
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Onelove, if you just intended to hang out and they sexually assaulted you against your will, then you may want to speak with the authorities about that. It also sounds as though theyre blackmailing you if theyre using those videos against you. Their videos could be used against them.
