Unsure
So we think stuff happened but we dont really remember besides our mom molesting us but it only being molestation if we did it.. Whenever we were alone with old menthe women of our family would get all weird and we never understood.. We wanted a older woman to love us and a young prince to save us .. We seemed easy perhaps thats why we might have been molested by thug hispanic boys. . when we were 13 a teacher seductively asked us to hsve lunch with me .. She was supposed to be a diversion we think she accepted us but we dont remember .. We keep chasing older women we want their approval and their love so we wont have to think about the touching we know . ..
Is there anyone else out there who doesnt know? Are you fragmented too?
@pieceoftar
Hi Pieceoftar. I hope you are doing well! I want you to know how sorry I am that you had to experience all of that. No one deserves any of that. Most importantly, I want you to know that it is not your fault at all. Please don't blame yourself because you had no way of causing this. I know you may feel fragmented, but you are amazing and don't let this make you believe you are broken. You are strong and you will be okay! I want to give you this resource that may be helpful: https://www.rainn.org/about-national-sexual-assault-telephone-hotline This is the National Sexual Assault Hotline if you would like to reach out to them. You can also always talk to your doctor or a therapist about this. I hope this is helpful! Thinking of you! ❤️