Virtual friend problem (TW SA)

He ab*sed me, not in a touchy way (we haven't even met irl) but he did asked me to m0an and constantly s3xuallized me. He has a gf and a girl best friend. We have known eachother for 2 years, I love him, but he is my abuser. But I still love him, he treats me so bad, we had a fight recently and after that he got a new bestfriend wich he texts everytime, I hate it, he has known her for like 5 days.. and me? Two years meant nothing?