Was I really raped?
When I was 15, I met a boy who was 18. I had never done anything sexual before, but he had. He said he was a sex addict and of course, I wanted to do anything possible to make him happy. We talked about having sex, but when we actually got started, I changed my mind and turned over to go to sleep. He then pulled my pants down and started himself, saying I couldn't do that to him (being a sex addict). Now, almost 5 years later, sex is all my life is about. I don't know if it is just because it is something I really enjoy, or if it stems from my experience 5 years ago.
It is rape if you didn't want it and changed your mind. It was no longer consensual after you said you didn't want to do it
But I only said no once. Then I just decided to take it. I could see where he thought maybe I wanted it.
No means no, no matter what. Just because you only said it once doesn't mean it wasn't valid.
