he’s out of prison

hi i’m michael when i was fourteen i was abused everyday for about two and a half weeks. it went extremely public because while i was with him i threw my phone into a lake and did not tell anyone where i was going with him. my mother reported me missing and posted about it on facebook it reached so many people and yet no one could find me until i began to hemorrhage and had to go to the hospital. he kept telling me no it’s just your period you don’t need to go to the hospital but this was not a period. eventually i broke him down and he took me to an urgent care where the police and my parents found us. i never saw him again. there’s an order of protection in place for 10 years and he went to prison for a couple months but got out on good behavior then he violated his parole so he went back but he’s out now. i don’t live close anymore but i don’t know how to cope with him being out so early for almost killing me.