i feel like it will always haunt me
ive gone from crying 6 hrs a day to 30 mins in 2 weeks but its still there. im either crying about not getting justice or how my family wasnt there for me or the othwr 1000 screwed things that happened.
your family is supposed to be there for you. how could they freaking blame me and provide me absolutely no comfort instead of supporting me. i cant get over that, i was pretty young then and still am and i really needed them and it's hard coming to terms with the fact that i probably only have me who i can rely on for any further challenges in life and other people will always have their parents but not me. i got no family. it all still haunts me.
@compassionateSugar6457... I'm so sorry, I know that you feel alone but your not ....there's a whole bunch of us here that have suffered or are continuing to suffer horrible things. You did great seeking out comfort here. I cry alot ..... 7 cups has been incredibly helpful to me on my most darkest days. I can write things here that I could never share with anyone in my life. Ppl here care , I care and I'm so sorry for your pain. You are a beautiful person and deserve a beautiful life. Best 💜 ABB
I feel you... It's hard feeling like an outsider and judged by the very people that are genetically supposed to love you and be there no matter what. It is a lonely feeling... You aren't alone. I guess over time you realize that you don't need then and never did. That you don't need their approval or validation because you were made the way you are and when you love yourself... Others will follow suite. Hang in there sugar, the only constant is change and things will get better