my story

Hello everyone!I am new to this app and i came to tell you my story.It all started when i was 4 years old.My mother's nephew(he was 8 at that time)did inappropriate and GROSS things to me😔Well...there is more!When i went to primary school my stepfather's nephews (meanwhile i was 6 and they were 9 and 14)made me...-lets say- satisfy them...and it all continued until i was 14 when i accidentally found out through a you tube video that this wasn't normal...I am now 16years old and my mother's nephew made me go through all that gross and weird experience AGAIN!Last x-mas it was...😔You would ask why i didn't stop him??Why i didn't talk to my mom?Why didn't i scream?You know why?I WAS SCARED!And i still am...They are 3 and i...i am alone ....and after all those years no-one will believe me.. Neither police!Because i don't have evidence and it wasn't an actuall sexual assault..Can anyone tell me how everything i ve been through its called? Thanks for reading😁