Humiliation
I was deeply humiliated in grade school. I think that it caused me to be ashamed of my body. So I'm afraid to get into relationships where someone might want physical intimacy. I'm ashamed to even have a body...
@feverrdream1122
I'm sorry to hear that you have experienced bullying. I hope that you will be able to effectively recover, and to move on from this particular experience. Please know that you are not alone, and there are many ways to get support on this site. Many people have experienced humiliation as a part of bullying, as you have mentioned. Good luck to you!
@feverrdream1122
It sounds like whatever happened was very stressful and upsetting and I am sorry that happened to you. Just know it isn't your fault and your feelings are more than valid. It is okay to respond the way you are.
I hope you get better with time and care 
you deserve to be okay! ^^