School bullying

Hi I’m new here, I just need to vent,

From the age of like 7 I went to a special education school. From the second I joined that school, I was made fun of, strangled, spat at, pupils making jokes about my nan on the day she died, called me and my family every word you can think of. I witnessed teachers assault pupils on a daily basis and no one cared, they knew how to lie to parents and inspectors. I witnessed a student halfway cut someone’s ear off with children’s scissors and he was allowed to use sharp objects like nothing ever happened, that same student strangled and held me underwater for at least 45 seconds in a pool. Again No one did anything, he was allowed to swim the following week like nothing happened. Students would play a ‘spitting game’ where they would take turns to climb up the climbing frame and spit in my face. But YET AGAIN it was MY fault, I got in trouble for defending myself. I would very regularly here students as young as seven say sexual jokes that they were far to young to know, one time I was asked by an 8 year old wether I have ever witnessed my mom put a sanitary pad on before, I called him a perv but AGAIN I’m the weird one for calling him that. I also witnessed a 14 year old student showing a 12 year old contraceptives and him asking if she wanted to quote “feel a real c*ck slide inside you” it was horrible to witness such things on a daily basis. I don’t feel ready to share anything else.