Hardest day of the year
It's 10 July today the day my mom passed away. It just seems like it's getting harder. Just 11 minutes into the day and I'm already crying. It just feels so unfair. I miss her so much I want her back. I still think that one day I'll wake up and she'll be beside me cuddling me. I can't talk about this with anyone around me. I miss her so much why is life so cruel?
Please don't beat yourself up. This is a hard anniversary. Perhaps avoiding being alone will be of help. Is there someone you can call to visit you? I don't know why life is painful at times. I do my best to enjoy what I have available. I hope this becomes easier for you to cope without having her embrace. Be responsible but it is understandable to grieve.
@SensitiveBunny27.....I'm so sorry about the passing of your mum. Be good to yourself on this anniversary, do something special ....After my dad passed about 7 years ago I kinda went off the deep end and I really didn't see it or understand it. Ppl around me were concerned to say the least. His death was really awful too, dragged out painfully. But anyway after some really bad choices I started therapy. It helped put me on a better path. I still am struggling unbelievably but I'm just going one day at a time kind of mantra. I tell myself it's ok to be very upset, you are allowed to be upset. I write alot about my feelings in a journal it seems to help some. I feel your pain and it's ok to cry,........I'm praying for peace. Best ABB💜
