My Mama lost her battle to cancer
18 days ago my Mama lost her battle to cancer. She was the strongest, most fierce, loving, and compassionate woman ever. She was my best friend.
I am having the toughest time wrapping my head around that she is really gone. It feels just like yesterday we were watching movies together or telling each other about our days, or laughing about some nonsense.
I still walk by her bedroom expecting her to be in there, watching TV or listening to her favorite music. I still smell her perfume around and it’s almost like I still hear her walking around.
I miss my best friend so dearly and everything we did together. My heart breaks all over when I wake up each morning and realize again that she isn’t with us anymore. I feel so empty and lost without her here. It’s so lonely without her, and so quiet, way too quiet.
I don’t know how long I will feel like this or if this feeling will ever get any easier. I am just so lost and so confused without her. She was my rock, my guidance, my best friend, most importantly the best mother ever.
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@ThoughtfulSky7733You were so lucky to have all that quality time with her, she heavily impacted your life and I know it feels like an abandonment full of sadness but it will ease and your thoughts will organize until you find the path living to honor her by your successes, your happiness, and when you reach goals. I remember my Dad, after he passed; I would call his answering machine to hear his voice, and his message said "This is me, this will always be me, If this is you, leave a message - I took that to mean accept yourself and don't apologize for who you are! I'm sending strength and big shoulders you can lean on
Blessings, Day❤️
@ThoughtfulSky7733
NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
