Hi newbie here at a lost.

Hi so I'm slowly trying to figure out the app. I don't know what to do anymore I feel so lost in the world and I just want to happy again. I am a caregiver gor my 2 autistic children, questioning myself everyday about being a good mom. Don't have a good relationship with mother because of things in our past. My relationship is I'm sure not healthy either. Not sure where to turn I don't talk to anyone on a regular anymore. I found this site one night hiding in my bathroom to let out my emotions. Hoping to just find someone to let it all out too because I live in a very very small town where everyone talks about everyone sadly.