Just dare to tell me once again to "get lost"

Everywhere I've been i've heard that. For minor violation of norms, while all different races, nationalities, religions, sexualities, political parties are free to express themselves, i mean people are free to express this. Im just an average human being that doesnt even bother with anything from the above. But ive been reprimanded for being absent minded and not alert non stop, been told things like its not my first time after i had an argument with a grocery store staff, reffering to my "first time" supposedly being "rebellious" when i forgot to wear a mask during covid. Like its a purpouseful and a criminal act. People threathen to call the police on me if i raise my voice a bit and kicking me around with words like a dog saying im ungrateful if i ask for "extra" stuff or even basic things like food from a charity. Like im not entiteled to anything if i dont have a VIP card while they feel not a crumb of shame for commenting on my personal characteristics that i cant change. This is pure mental abuse.