Very First Time

Hi everyone, Im barely 18 and it's my first time on this website. I like the daily journal so much and right now Im going through a breakup that was on amazing terms. It's my first real breakup and I read all the helpful messages here with hope that I can be happy. I miss my boyfriend a lot and we still love each other but we just can't be better for ourselves if we stay we've hurt each other deeply. He's always going to be someone I support wholeheartedly and continue to cheer on from afar, and I know he will do the same for me. Just losing someone so dear to me to my mental health problems and bad behaviors from the past hurts a lot and I hope I can feel happier for myself soon. I love you Ethan!