Very depressed

I'm very depressed at the moment. We don't have a lot of money even though I work hard. My whole body hurts. My husband is having health problems and is not working at the moment. We have very little in the food pantry. Have less than a dollar on a credit card. Just surviving until payday this friday. He is already saying he would like a new phone what she's been mentioning for a couple of months now. Well I hardly ever get anything for myself. His phone is cracked and sometimes doesn't work. So it's a legitimate ask. I feel like I work so hard and have nothing to show for it. I just want to give up.