Visa not allowing me to see my baby
Hi. I’m unable to live with my family due to visa issues in Vietnam (caused by covid). It’s breaking my heart and destroying our lives. My 18 month old baby is growing up without her father and my fiancé cries every time we talk. I was a strong successful person before and now I’m just useless, helpless and depressed. Here in South Africa I’m unable to get a job, anything. I left home when I was 18 and for the last 6 months I’m living with my parents, they are lovely but the shame of being in this position is untenable. I have some contacts in Ukraine to go fight and I’m still young enough, 39. I want to do it in the hope that I can die and not have my family think I committed suicide, which is what my aim is.
I’m not sure what to expect from here, but I thank you in advance.
@David7777 I'm so so sorry. Your life is worth so much, I promise. Please hold on, I'm sure you will see your baby again. But you definitely won't if you die. You have to hold on hope, if not for yourself, do it for your child. This is horrible I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this. If you need to talk more I'm here. Your life is so important.