idk whats wrong with me lately
Hi evry1 that i no n speak to on cups. Idk whats wrong with me lately but i dont feel right anymore n i dont no why but i dont feel the same on cups anymore, i used to like coming on here n talking to friends i made n being able to talk to pple about issue. Lately its been diffrent i dont feel welcome like i used to n i constantly feel like ppl r sick of seeing me. Idek how to talk to ppl here anymore, i just enter group chats say hi then lurk then leave now most of the time, its like i dont have words anymore. Real life aint much better, i used to never shut up n id talk to almost anyone but i dont want to talk to ppl or have to socialise anymore. I just wana be left alone cos i am alone. Anyway idek what im tryna say here n i guess it dont realy mater ether. Im just not right n idk what to do or if im going to stay on cups anymore.
@DarkerPlaces
Heyyy Romee ♡ ): awwee friend, it sounds like things are really difficult for you right now. It must feel so hard to feel like people are sick of seeing you. You are such a light in all the group chats, and we truly love seeing you Rome. You are so fun and have such a wonderful vibe buddy. I understand you are struggling right now though :( ♡ and things feel different, and you don't feel how you used to feel - on cups, or in real life. My pms are always always open to you, I'm always here if you need to chat 💗 You're important, and you deserve so so much support Rome.
Lots of hugs and cookies,
Great Grandma Tab Tab
@DarkerPlaces
Hey Rome I know things have been difficult for u lately and it's hard when our mood changes and suddenly everything feels harder and more overwhelming and we start losing interest n things. I know things irl haven't been the best either and stupid people have made u feel like u ain't good to be around, but I truly like talking with u and its always great to see u and I've been worried about u cause I do notice that u haven't been around much but I also know that sometime when we are struggling we need time alone to figure out our feelings and mood and everything can be real frustrating even being around people. Just know that u ain't alone and if u want company I'm here for u even if u don't have much to say sometimes not being all by ourselves and our thoughts is good.
It sucks u have been alone irl and that surely gets to u and makes u feel like crap but I know cups wouldn't be the same without u and ain't the same when u ain't around. So I hope u know u do matter and u have friends here.
Sometimes things just get real hard yk and feels like it's all impossible and won't get better but all we can do is hang in there and do our best and wait for it to pass or get a bit better. We are here with u n the good and the bad.
Thx alex
