the magic and curse of reliving!

i have seen people telling i was bored because i played the song again and again.... but many people nowadays forgot the beauty of replaying something we love... like... most of the people are reliving the negative thing they had in life.... but how many of us relived the moment we got first rank... we got our first pen.... when we found our best friend... when we realize the art of living by heart... when we spoke to our life partner dreaming life... most of us say my mom scold me that day... she scold me daily just because i am not enough.... forcing me into something and just moving away... how many of you ever relived the moment when your mom held your hands at your first step... when she feed you food when you are writing your assignments... when she take care of you at times of your sick days... when she sneaked you snack... when she gave you pocket money she saved for herself little by little... what is the last time you done your hobby recently .... we have times for scrolling but never have time for coloring old books... reading fairytales... dreaming fantasies... why do we lost all this..... because we realized what reality is... so what you got from understanding reality that much.... depression anxiety fear of future... dream a little love... escape reality when the reality is hard on you.... have your own zone.... be your best own company!.... no own can understand you other than yourself... speak to yourself... understand yourself.... eventually the life will become more beautiful itself... heard that best days will come soon... that will become your best days if you can understand yourself better...!💖