I’ve got a vision of jelaous world 🗺️ 😂😂

I think that the way my bf flirts with me - it is not seems very expressively. First, that I think is that he likes sometimes to separate himself from the bright-emotional world and he likes closed premises, where he considers what to do with his emotions. He is very active physically, he is really more active than me, I admire it. I admire it, but emotionally he prefers to not show this spectre of emotions, how different they could be. Maybe they even couldn’t be so bright and different as my. I also think that 2.5 of a year I liked the attention that my head-chef gave me. She was like taking out from my hands floor cleaning mop and doing something nasty, then she allowed me to clean the floor. I do not know what it is connected with, probably with the guy who was judging me at the start of my job for , excessively active behavior and smile, laughter for no reason (I know by myself now that I really was seem to happy, and for him this is probably a logical turn of events - he sees that I’m laughing and makes opinion there is a good reason for that, which is in my pocket, for example, some cigarettes or powder that he may be snorting, I understand him). like it when people envy me or want to play a trick on me. No matter what difficulties it brings, I like to discover the way how people act, when they are jealous, they sometimes do not want anything pleasant to me 😂. Yeah, that’s seem funny, but because of this situation I became very popular..then what was logical end is that I left the job. Now I have a bf for 3 months and to be honest when I’m just with him, I feel that he is kinda closed in himself person. But he is probably just prefers to not share with all people around him about his wide range of spectre feelings about me (feelings, that are all positive not negative, of course, because he is normal human 😆😆). I know one his friend Frank, and I wish I will know more, also I think I will want speak with his sister. Yeah, when you’re obsessed about your own life, like my bf, you’re not trying to make it obvious for everyone that she’s your girlfriend, not trying to become a clown 😆. Just simple healthy agression type of man, do not speaking extremely a lot.