And it's a HELLO from me! :)

Thank you for accepting me into your community, and apologies for those who reached out to me when I first joined and who I ignored xxx

I honestly don't know how to talk about how I feel online, it's strange! But my GP pointed me in the direction of this website the second to last time my anti-depressant dosage was upped! I left the job that started my anxiety attacks and now I worry about money! I have health worries, some in my head, some reality. I have been single since leaving my narcissistic ex, my daughter moved out to live with her dad after telling tales that were not real. My soul mate (an Irish Setter) has just cost me 145 at the vets...

Sometimes I just feel like the world is out to get me! More often I wonder what the point is and I confessed that to a friend earlier. I have an appointment with a counsellor in a couple of weeks to try CBT again, but I don't think it will help.

My kids and pets have kept me going but the further I sink the more I think they would be better without me :(