Depressed and need advice
For the past almost 2 1/2 years now, I'm falling into a depression I can't get out of I think. I caught my husband cheating and haven't been the same since. I have completely lost all attraction to him and maybe love as well...I really don't know. The thought of not having him around makes me cry but being with him everyday irks every fiber of my being. I have tried to divorce 3 times but he will not sign papers, on top of all that he threatens to say lies to keep me from getting custody of our 3 year old daughter. I'm in fear of just leaving because I don't want to lose my child for one second but the mental abuse is killing me. And making me spiral into a funk I've never dealt with before. I just need advice or mental help or something. He calls me a cunt, stupid bitch, bad mom, etc every day. I wish I could Afford a therapist but I can't so here I am..
@funnyFarm6898 That is so messed up of him! No doubt you are doing the absolute best that you can in your situation, and it's awesome that you came here to seek support. What you're going through sounds scary and you're so strong for making it through day by day, a step at a time. We're here for you!
Thank you. I'm crying right now. But not all tears of hurt. It's nice to know I have some support. Or atleast somewhere I can express myself without judgements. Perhaps being able to vent will help with some of the depression. Thank you again for the response.