Existing
Why does existing have to be so hard? I am trying my best but I feel like I'm spreading myself so thin. People who hold leadership in my life are abusing their power and piling things on me. I don't have the mental strength to hold all of this right now, but if I fail then everyone I'm supporting will fall down with me. My completion of these projects greatly influence the success of others in this case. How do I get the feeling of control and peace back?
Don't be afraid to take mental health days. Existing is difficult cuz the world is focused on the everyone for themselves mentality. You have a life, how you feel matters if you're running down you need to take the time before your body takes it for you. You are not responsible for everyone else's success even if you are leading the project the other should still be doing enough to carry themselves. Delegating more responsibility can help even out the load. Hope this helps.
