Hello help

Im not really okay imnit fine. People saying bad things about me. I can't handle my situation. They shoutinf outside my house saying badwords and unpleasant word. People hwrw are so mean. I just dinone mistake and they saying really mean things. I just want to live mylife to be a normal teenager/person i cant take it they so tocic in my life my mother is sick rn and we have no much money and have problems 😭😭. Plss help me im so stressed here i i want to be in ocean or in paradise to relax i want to be okay I don't want to be here they want me to get depressed again i got rehab for 2mothns because of them. And they repeating they saying word outside my home for i to get depressed im fewling nothing🥲 and sadness o dont wanna live like last year i got depressed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭