Hello there

Hi everybody. My name is Chris. I guess I'm here because I'm 37 years old, and I feel like my social circle is non-existant. I'm married with 2 teenage boys, and they're off on their own adventures. My wfie and I are in something of a rut where we just.. exist. I have probably 2 good friends and a handful of aquaintences. But they both have their own battles with depression. I've been a listening ear for years, but it's wearing me down slowly. Lately I think it'd be easier to avoid them than hear how bad things are. It feels horrible to say, but I'm running out of go juice. I feel like there's nobody to really share my thoughts or my day with, or to just be energized with through conversation.

I'm sorry, this all sounds so bleak. I hope it's ok.