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Hi, everyone. I joined this morning after feeling an overwhelming feeling of discontent for what could be the 19495027836th time. Every day I wake up filled with anxiety to the point it makes me sick. Minor issues turn me into a rage. I cant connect emotionally to those closest to me. But I feel so many things so deeply. And I am TIRED of feeling completely drained and empty at the end of it all.
I have experienced many forms of trauma that have shaped me into the person I am today, and I would like to grow that person into someone I want to be. I am a survivor of physical and sexual abuse. I am a recovering alcoholic and addict. I have struggled with self-harm and escapism since childhood (I am now 27). I live with anxiety and depression. But, I want to do more than just live.
I am here to connect with others, to hear their guidance, kind words, and blunt realities. I am here to offer support to others and acknowledge that every ones pain is different and unique. I am here.
Please say hello.