Hi. Old/new member

Hi all,

My name is Zyn. I've been a member of this forum for a while, close to four years, I think. But then, I was so far in my depressive state I only came on here to chat directly with a therapist.

I want to try to do more than that now. Maybe, have people who listen to me, and probably meet people with like issues.

I'll be thirty years old in less than two weeks and this has brought on anxieties over the past couple of days that led too binge crying. I've had a life filled with unachieved dreams, disappointments and frustrations. But never in my wildest imagination did I think I was going be thirty and be at the same place I was ten years ago.

I'm married with three kids, I had my last child last month, so I could probably put down what I'm feeling to baby blues or post partum depression (I had it with the older kids).

Either way, I know depression is hard and mean and I honestly don't want to go through it alone again, should it happen. So, Here's to a mentally rewarding stay.