Hi

im mel. i joined 7cups because my life has gone completely downhill and i feel like i've lost all my friends, so i have no one else to talk to. i've been manipulated, abused, and abandoned for most of my life by friends and family and it's all just happened again. i have no redeeming qualities, was recently thrown out and replaced by the most important person in my life and closest friend i've ever had, and relapsed on sh and starving, among other things. the few friends i had left didn't question it or check in on me when i disappeared (due to attempting again) so i feel completely alone in this world. i don't really know why i'm even bothering to introduce myself lol