Hi everyone!

Hi there everyone who might read this thread :)

I signed up as a member jn 7Cups on Dec 2017 i think. I was depressed and sad about my relationship with my boyfriend.

Anyway I am Ali, 32 years old from Indonesia. Ive been in a relationship with my boyfriend since 2010. We are gay couple anyway.

I am Christian. At some point of my life, Ive been struggling about this gay relationship through point of view of christianity. And its a battle for me. I love my God so much, but I still commit this sin (they say). But anyway I come to the conclusion, that the love to my God is bigger than anything, even bigger than the love to my boyfriend. And we agreed that someday were gonna marry a woman to be our wife. And were just gonna be bestfriends for the rest of our life. We will come out to our wives (before the marriage of course).

Anyway thats a little bit of my story.

One thing that I still can not get over with is my loneliness. I am the only child, until at the age of 25, my father married again and have a new daughter from his new wife. But I think I was born as the only child. And it sucks to grow up as the only child. I get lonely so often. I am not the open to everyone.

I wish I could make some friends here. Is there any imessage group here? Let me know. Cheers!