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Hey, guys. I'm 24 years young. I work with children with autism, have been for the past 7 years or so. It's my passion. I love writing, reading, learning, adventuring, watching cartoons and animated movies, playing videogames, watching football and boxing. I love cats, dogs and jellyfish.

I had a pretty rough childhood, kinda missed out on that part of my life. But it's made me into who I am today, which, I really can't complain about. I've been told I'm a very understanding, supportive, caring, loving, empathetic person. Most people I know will come to me for advice, including my momma. What I can't figure out is how I can be so good at helping others and just totally feel lost in my own mind and body.

I can't sit very long not doing anything, otherwise the thoughts start. I'm not good enough. I always mess things up. Etc. Ya know, the ones that keep you awake for hours, days..

I worry too much. I can't hold down normal friendships, totally surprised that I have a semi-normal relationship. Other than the fact that I totally feel not good enough for him most days.

Overall, just your normal "totally happy on the outside, dying on the inside" kinda girl. I'll always be there for everyone else, best friend you could have, just can't figure out how to do that for myself.