@Nobodibutme hi....my 1st post! (I think...lol). I am Mamabare...a [severe] domestic violence survivor. ...suffered 13 yrs of extreme, narcissist, (along with every other type of) abuse known to humans and and almost 100% certain that I've had C-ptsd for a while now as a result of the trauma I suffered, mentally and physically and my brain has finally realized what's going on and now I am overwhelmed. I am now a single mom of 2 girls whom I have sole custody of, and am working full time, no outside help. Proud of myself, just need help to 1st get it all out, then sort out all these thoughts and emotions and if or how I will ever feel "ok" as it felt before trauma.....really someone to hear, ask questions about to help me understand and even recall a lot of things bc I still have stuff coming out and blank holes in my memory that talking helps piece together and remember...
I need to vent and need guidance in doing so basically so I feel like someone cares, can somewhat relate and just has an overall naked outside view to everything I'm feeling inside and don't understand how to get over! Thanks!
