I...actually had a nightmare about Koreans...

And to be honest...Even now it's like there's this voice in me saying cut the shit,but that's besides the point.

I had a bad dream about Koreans the other night...and let's just say I don't really want to get into it.

The times where those Korean girls tore me down...no one understands..I HONEST TO GOD thought there was something wrong with me...I never KNEW that they could even BE like that!

And now all this with North Korea...it's like no one understands how much this hurts..all they want to do is just shit on me and say I'M the problem..

Well,how the fuck am I the problem when these women,in all honesty,hurt me?!

Hell,this shit was the reason why I had and STILL do have problems with talking to women!!!

And you wonder why I just can't even any more.

And you wonder why I think death is an improvement sometimes.

Why do people just want to judge you and verbally eviscerate you instead of trying to understand you and at least TRY to offer some kind of help,no matter how small the gesture?

It hurts...It hurts so damn much..like for real.