I found it on a dark day

I was having a bad day, one of those gray days where nothing seems to be right..
I got out from school and I came back home, but I felt empty, nothing was really able to touch me that day. I turned on my laptop and looked up for 'Suicide' on Tumblr.. I visited several websites then, all related to that kind of stuff, but I decided to stay on Tumblr after all.
I'm italian, but I usually search using English tags, so an international Tumblr advertisement came up to my page, saying that 7 Cups of Tea is a place where you can talk with a listener. I was curious, so I eventually decided to give it a try. I had a look and then requested for a chat. I found a canadian girl, very sweet, but I was so stunned by all of this that my first words were 'Is this real?'
I then realized that I was not in need, but I had to do something who needed actual help. That's when I decided to become a listener, on that same day I did the course and started talking.. I will never regret that choice, I've known good people in here and I'm proud of what I am doing. I really hope this website becomes even more famous all over the world, let's keep this as it is :)

(Sorry for my english, I'm italian "-.-)