I guess I should say hello :/

Im a single mother of 4 ( living) children only 2 at home now. Ive been through a lot. Im currently in emotional "crisis" being isolated and feeling abandoned. I live in the middle of nowhere and have no transportation. I just feel like no one will understand me without knowing my story and I'm too emotionally drained and scarred to bother opening up. I didn't realize how high my walls had become. Etc etc ad nauseum.