Introduction, I guess...?

I will be very honest, I need emotional dump. I need people I can unload my pain onto. I need someone I can share my daily struggle with. Anonymously, without judgment.

I'm super lonely, literally all alone in life and there is little chance it will ever change. Even if I find a friend , even if I connect with someone it's always short termed. Everyone leaves me eventually. It's just how I am. So now I prefer to talk without attachment, anonymously.

Pardon my english, it's like my third language. My grammar sucks, but then it's the language I think in, I read in. So I will be unloading in my broken english and it will have to do it.

I have depression, anxiety and I'm dealing with serious abandonment issues as well as grief, loneliness. Yet I have hope. Hope. Hope. Hope. That thing with feathers lol. Hope for better me. Better me is possible. Someday. Somehow. Somewhere.

Singing out x

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