Introduction

Things have been so hard for me for the past couple of years and I don't know how Ive had to deal with it.

There's so much I could say but I don't want to.

Here's a list of things I've felt within the past couple of years and now,

Numb

Weak

Sad

It's so hard to describe but it feels like someone is clawing at me and making my life a living hell. All she has done or is still doing is treating me like I'm not a person.

She's rude, she talks back to people, creates unnecessary arguments for no reason. She talks about people behind their backs, calls them names, makes rumours. She even takes things out of proportion.

We are no longer in school anymore. I don't think this is acceptable as this has been going on for a while. She made me have suicidal thoughts that even lead in to other stuff.

I don't understand how I'm not breaking down when going college to see her.

I'm terrified to go college just for her to make my day be bad.

Someone please send some advice on what I should do.