Life

Hello all, i've joined 7 cups very recently because i'm facing some issues in various areas of my life at the moment. I've coped with one particular thing my whole life and till this day nothing has improved. It's gotten worse if anything. You'd think an elder sibling would appreciate and protect you eventually after all the normal arguing and bickering you go through whilst growing up. No, my brother has been ruining my life since i came on this earth and ever since hasn't grown up and learnt anything yet. He's gotten worse and is very rude towards myself and other family members/parents around but morefully myself and i'm not sure what he has against me. I mind my own business yet and what what i have to but he only sees me to pick on and talk about behind my back and indirectly infront of me. He blames others for things and thinks he is right all the time. He thinks he's God's gift and controls everyone. I'm the only one who speaks up for myself in this household and i say NO alot to him. He seems to have so much remorse against me. Bare in mind he is married and has a child now. The stinking attitude still remains and his wife is also the same. I have to live with these people until they move out so i'm waiting for that day to feel at peace again. Life is very tough. This 2nd lockdown really doesn't help. I hope you all are well and keeping safe🙏