Something about me...I guess

Oh hi I don't want to say my name so you can call me A. Well the AI whose name is noni said I haven't introduced myself so here I am. I'll start with I'm an antisocial lady who hates people. I'm currently dealing with depression, body image, anxiety, binge eating and extremely low self esteem but who cares anyway my cross right? Though I'm surrounded with friends, I feel so lonely. Well it should be obvious I hate myself from the few lines I've written. I do like listening to music and some other stuff like watching anime and stuff. Truth be told, I was just about to delete this app because it wasn't helping me with anything but instead kind of made me feel worst because I've always dismissed me ever acknowledging I'm suffering mentally but ever since I got this app, it's like a constant reminder that my life is a mess. I just texted my listener that I won't be on here anymore tho. It's just too hard to deal with. But since I'm doing this, I'll wait 2 more days before deleting the app maybe there's still hope. Oh well I was supposed to give a short intro but here I am with this long *** introduction. Please don't mind me I already hate myself for this. Bye