Why am I like this?
I feel like the worst person all the time. I hate everyone but I'm still the worst. I can't stop thinking about everyone else's mistreatment of myself or others. I've started assuming the worst of people immediately and treating them as such.
I cross the street no matter who's walking toward me. my roommates probably hate me now. They must after really getting to know me. I'm full of so much hate, and then I get home and sob because I don't know why. I'm so mean and cold, but unable to stop myself or try to be better. I feel like a caged rat that bites people trying to feed it.
@ImEepy247
Hello,
Thank you for sharing with us. I could feel your dilemma right from reading it. You are not the worst person, far from it. The fact that you recognise the efforts others put in, good they try to do, proves it. I understand why taking my word for it will be hard, though. It's valid to feel that way. Sometimes, our walls are built so high, due to what we have been through, what we have seen, it feels impossible to trust new people and let them in. It's not you being mean, it's your inner self trying to protect you instinctively.
What do you think would make it a little bit easier for you to let people in? Maybe, knowing them more might help you see that they are not bad and connections genuinely build over time.
Would love to hear from you again. Take care of yourself.
-Rivah 💙
Thank you for your words. They mean a lot a t the moment. ❤️
@ImEepy247
Always 💙 How are you doing today?
do u know that war criminals sleep peacefully at night knowing everyone prays for their death? stand up queen and keep ur head high
